Lord of Light
A relatively minor moment
in my family
life, and not even one
of the top-five scenes in
Game of Thrones
and which I only remember
because I wrote it down
when it happened, somehow
with the aid of this poem,
which the memory
has completely become, became
not only my favorite scene
in the show, but one of
my favorite memories of all time:
my wife is pregnant
with our second
and we’re on episode
five of season three
where The Hound
and Beric Dondarrion duel—
two of the best
characters in the series
both of whom you love—
The Hound for his
inarticulate rage
at the unrelenting horror
of politics in Westeros
and the guilt he carries
as its former instrument,
plus his face,
scorched in childhood
making fire the only thing
he fears; and Beric,
the patchy-bearded,
eye-patched nobleman
who wields a flaming sword
against his fellow nobles
in defense of the smallfolk
in the name of the Lord of Light
and ultimately against
the army of the dead
in defense of the living—it’s a very
intense fight, and it ends
with Dondarrion cleaved
in half at the shoulder
by The Hound
who believes in nothing
anymore
and scorns Dondarrion’s
pretense at purpose
in an irreparable world.
But then Thoros
the sarcastic, depressed
and perpetually shitfaced
priest of the Lord of Light
whispers a prayer over the corpse
of Beric, bringing him back to life
before The Hound’s eyes
blowing his mind—
and at that moment
the baby kicked for the first time.