Emailing the Dead
Using the ubiquitous communication technology to momentarily transect the veil between worlds.
When someone you know dies, email them immediately.
Don’t mention their demise. Say hello. Ask a favor.
Don’t overthink it. Don’t write a poem. They won’t receive it.
No one will hear the coconut thud on the sand
of the island in the sun, which is the apex of a mountain
descending all the way down to the seafloor: this monument
of messages the dead may have actually read while alive.
In time, your email will be buried under infinite coconuts to come:
spam plummeting eternally out of the bent palms of modernity
for as long as the internet lasts. But before that, your little coconut
just might get skimmed by some grief-stricken survivor
assigned to tidy up the dead person’s accounts. This reader
believing as they scan it that your message was meant
for the person they lost, holds open a portal, possibly
to the dead themselves, with their surviving eyes and the pieces
of the dead they still hold inside them, wisps of identity
and history all vaguely braided in the bereaved
beholding now your text of imperfect communion.
No hello closer to silence was ever commissioned.
To the smithereens of the deceased still vibrating in the survivor
this almost-no-mana is so much more mana than none
in the same way a penny measures more than a briefcase
full of hundreds of thousands, or a bank account worth millions
for being so much closer to none without being none,
not yet. All by itself, without breaking a sweat
the smallest fraction of the smallest number imaginable
holds back the wall of the zero. Hello too small to fail.
Wow this was beautiful, thanks for sharing. Also, great pic. Really hoping that it’s yours, taken and included here impromptu.